mathematics

AIM STALK MEE!!

2006-09-01T05:20:29Z

i got a new screenname
and i know you will love it
it is:

jellifiishh

aim stalk me.

senior year is going to be the shit!

2006-08-16T04:53:53Z

1. statistics ap (ronald blanc)

2. physics (m. powell)

3. us government and politics ap/ macro economics ap (woods/richard blanc)

4. religion 4 world religions (c. baier) shit yeah!

5. english liturature and composition ap (j. luttrell)

6. advanced journalism (e. rhodes)

7. psycology ap (dr. veilleux)

iheartcursive @ 2006-07-31T17:00:00

2006-08-01T00:57:08Z

ack i feel sick
i haven't updated in a long time
this summer, although it has not been what i expected
has been quite the summer

sat class hasn't been all that bad
i have made some pretty kick ass friends
but i can comfortably say that i will try to avoid them as much as possible
after elite ends

annie and sam, what can i say
random hang outs, sheer maddness
ps. harry and the potter rocked me in all the right ways

senior year is coming fast!
next month is going to be insane:

6-13 g-ball in no-cal
18 last day of elite
21-4 kairos 76
26-7 camp min retreat
28 freshman retreat

ack i need to finish my summer reading!!
tata!

iheartcursive @ 2006-07-11T06:07:00

2006-07-11T13:07:39Z

lets all get shit faced

tapioca express and why irvine sucks

2006-07-11T13:06:53Z

eww irvine still stinks
i wouldnt want to say that i have been getting a lot of action this summer
but all the awkward grad students that have
hitted on me (in various ways)
at the cafe in irvine i go to after class
make me feel very violated

save me from my good looks (jk)
but i'm not joking
at least save me from IRVINE!! ew.

hey mandala! wud ya think of me now?!

2006-06-22T19:10:42Z

a tribute to asrial: the king of the sparrows

passion
the crimson red of his bleeding wrists
the satanic simian
the sotic scythe

blood red, blood running
to nourishe his cats:
chester, lucy, and barbie.

a race to find an end
before the ephemoral dawn
peaking over the horizon
spilling onto the balcony of his ikea-ed out condo

indeed he has met his match once more
knowing that none weaker than the truth
can save him from the hex that awaits:
anon! the joanie to his chachi!

*take that loughman! its angsty and awkward, just like MANDALA!!!!
**for theose who don't know me...don't take this seriously, i am bored

i love wes anderson

2006-06-21T21:48:28Z

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j4VUdkd7A4w
the most awkward interview ever!
make sure you have fast internet and 20 minutes to burn.

iheartcursive @ 2006-06-20T08:08:00

2006-06-20T15:08:51Z

wolfmother is amazing
and i still love shopping

i am totally unoriginal

2006-06-14T23:24:35Z

summer to not not do list:

a. get the majority of my college applications done
b. get in shape
c. get my summer work done
d. go to more OCMA events
e. go to san fran with my favs (sam + tay)
f. catch up with the t-towners
g. go on a Kairos
h. get good at golf
j. keep in touch with the catholics
k. write something that will get into mandala
l. reconnect with my sister
m. start brain storming for the newspaper, amnesty, and MCC
n. fix my ipod
o. go on a day trip to LA's fashion district
p. get shitty (more often and with more people)
q. rest.

iheartcursive @ 2006-06-14T16:02:00

2006-06-14T23:05:40Z

Orange Crush Thursday @ the Citrus Lounge OCMA

The 88 and Ima Robot DJ

be there. 7-11

iheartcursive @ 2006-06-12T18:05:00

2006-06-13T01:06:57Z

eye candy everywhere, natural and fabricated: OCMA

iheartcursive @ 2006-05-21T10:51:00

2006-05-21T17:52:27Z

i got my prom dress yesterday
yay for fashion island!

its a 70s inspired BCBG

..you so love me.

its been sometime

2006-04-23T18:39:16Z

dag, its the last day of Spring Break....sucks!!!

Spring Break has been seriously bad ass
but i will save the details for next time

in other news:
the 'rents are being sorta kinda lame by telling me
that if i dont get at least a 2160 on the SAT
i took the day after my birthday that i cant intern in NYC

as of now i got insound.com only
papermag...rejected me
and nytime.com and village voice have yet to respond

if i get the Voice intership i am sure that
i can cajole them into letting me go

what am i talking about?
i think i did 2160 work on the SAT (right?)
i am asian..good grades are genetic

9 lasts

1. cigarette: a couple months ago (i miss nico :<)
2. beverage: flavasplash!
3. kiss: um awhile (i miss nico :<) lol
4. hug: curcat
5. movie seen: Twister and Pretty Lady (multitask that shit)
6. cd played: Girls in Hawaii
7. song listened: Under Pressure
8. bubble bath: a few years ago
9. time you cried: couple weeks ago

8 have you evers

1. dated one of your best friends: oui
2. skinny dipped: non
3. kissed somebody and regretted it: bien sur oui (nico :<) lol.
4. fallen in love: non
5. lost someone you loved: non? je ne sais pas.
6. been depressed: oui, parce que je etait tres jeune et aimable pas.
7. been drunk and threw up: oui et non
8. ran away: non

7 states you've been to?

1. New York
2. the District of Columbia
3. New Jersey
4. Pennsylvania
5. Mass.
6. Mich.
7. Arizona

6 things you've done today

1. golf-ed
2. cringe-d
3. type-d
4. pee-d
5. play-ed
6. change-d

5 favorite things in no order

1. curcat
2. sass
3. clothing
4. awkward
5. talk a lot

4 people you last talked to

1. Frank
2. Fitz
3. that one guy that Jared's house
4. Annie

3 wishes

1. summer internship action in NYC 2006
2. - many pounds
3. NYU 2007-2010

2 things you want to be when you grow up

1. rich bitch
2. strong

1 thing you regret

1. nico!!!!

NO, jen would go to juvi.

2006-04-14T15:25:53Z

well, everything around me is broken

my shower knob is broken
my printer is out if ink
my elbow hurts
and my internet was broken for a while

but during that time, i have had a crazy time...maybe
the week end after my 17th i went to laguna and newport beach with fitzpatrick
because i am in love with her
that night morgan, pat, james, em, brittany, tan, and i
drove around south orange county stealing cones
to block off the Coto De Caza Golf and Raquet Club..crazy..i know

sunday...the usual..starbucks with my ap buddies
then some window shopping action with sam

ack last week i really dont know what happened
i was half asleep for 72 hours
um..fitz and i are going to throw a break BON Fire at Salt Creek
when? i don't know
everyone is going to NYC...i was supposed to..but i ended up not..

yesterday..i hung out with goth k-rose and sam at the pool
roller blading in Coto..is unsafe

shopping today...i am tired of all of you.

iheartcursive @ 2006-04-06T21:48:00

2006-04-07T05:07:26Z

whoa..so tomorrow...i am going to be seventeen
that's exciting right?
sure.

i will be even more excited this time next year when i find out whether or not i am going to get into college
or in a couple of months when i finally get to leave for NYC
or maybe anytime now when i hear back from my journalism internships rather than my advertising ones
or maybe when i find out who i am going to prom with (or if i am going at all)
or maybe when i meet the man of my dreams

i guess i should be excited but there is so much left that i am waiting to behold
ack.
what am i waiting for? 17 years really dont mean much to me
apart from a year older and a year of less time i have to do what i need to do.

i am angsty, but i should be

don't get me wrong, i am glad that i am not longer 16
but it really doesn't make a different to me either way

on a lighter note here is a freaking sahweet survey
talk to you when i am seventeen!

ps. check out how bad ass this picture is:

Put your music player on shuffle,
press forward for each question,
then use the song title as the answer to the question.
dont cheat.

How am I feeling today?:
Phenomena - YYYs

Will I get far in life?
Hammerhead - !!!

How do my friends see me?:
The Moment I Said It - Imogen Heap

When will I get Married?:
Crown of Love - The Arcade Fire

What is my best friend's theme song?:
Love Is A Deserter - The Kills

What is my theme song?
Futurism vs. Passeism - Blonde Redhead

What is/was highschool like?:
Unconditional - The Bravery

How can I get ahead in life?:
Let The Poison Spill From You - The Faint

What is the best thing about me?:
Details of the War - Clap Your Hands Say Yeah

How is today going to be?:
Karma Police - Radiohead

What is in store for this weekend?:
Dude, Yr So Crazy! - Le Tigre

What song describes my parents?:
I Don't Care - El Guapo

My grandparents?:
Narc - Interpol

How is my life going?:
Little Thoughts - Bloc Party

What song will they play at my funeral?:
Other Mathematics - Ex Models

How does the world see me?:
Ladyflash - the GO! Team

Will I have a happy life?:
Subterranean Homesick Blues - Bob Dylan

What do my friends really think of me?
A Kick In The Teeth - Fischerspooner

Do people secretly lust after me?:
Me Plus One - Annie

How can I make myself happy?:
Mall Of America - Desaparecidos

What should I do with my life?:
Ziggy Stardust - David Bowie

Will I ever have children?:
Invisible - Fischerspooner

What is some good advice?:
I Don't Want U - Blonde Redhead

What is my signature dancing song?:
Orange Crush - REM

What do I think my current theme song is?:
Cleo - Built to Spill

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
The Recluse - Cursive

talk about sone strange anwsers.

iheartcursive @ 2006-03-25T14:00:00

2006-03-25T22:15:30Z

i haven't updated for a while
well..i finished the LA marathon (which was a plus)

now come two weeks of pure shit in the face
april 1 - SAT
april 8 - ACT
april 7 - my birthday (i guess i am looking forward to a hardcore study night?)
april 10 - SPRING BREAK
(man, i need to tell my insound.com boss that i am not going to NY to meet up)

ack i still have so many summer applications to turn in
my goal for the next 72 hours:
mail my Village Voice appliction
post my resume on NYtimes.com

my goal for "sometime soon":
respond to the Harvard golf coach

after that, all i can pretty much do it leave it up to God

Oh! I went to Sadie Hawkins last night
that was pretty awsome...band really went all out to decorate the gym (NOT!)
formals are better than non-dates because there is less crappy girl on girl action

no one knows how to danse without excessive bumping and grinding
however, there was some raunchy dance off competitions involving sy, webber, sammie, and i

good times? maybe.

LA Marathon

2006-03-18T17:07:46Z

why are people still suprised
i wasn't lying when i said that i was running the

L.A. Marathon

anyway..it is tomorrow..i am nervous
i just want to finish...that in itself would be dandy
i dont think i am coming to school on Monday

side bar:
there are these two ducks that live in the stream next to my window
instead of going to the lake like all the other ducks usually do
they come back to the same shitty stream together every year

they are soo cute!
one time i went to the pool and they jumped into the pool together with me..it was cool.
i have good stories so shut up.

WISH ME GOOD LUCK!

philosophizing?

2006-03-14T04:46:09Z

this is a pretty intense

ANGER SECTION.

1. what do you do when you're mad?
cruse a lot and do things without thinking

2. what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
cussed out a teacher

3. ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
i pretty sure i have, i was a mean girl.

4. ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?
my sister

5. do you curse when you're mad?
what did i just say?

CRYING SECTION

1. when was the last time you really cried your heart out?
last summer

2. ever cried yourself to sleep?
who hasn't?

3. ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
junior retreat '06, it was healing

4. do you cry when you get an injury?
yes...i am still a baby

5. do certain songs make you cry?
not really.

PAIN SECTION

1. what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?
let them believe that they were worth nothing

2. how depressed can you get?
i dont know...probably pretty hopeless

HAPPY SECTION

1. are you normally a happy person?
i am really cynical but in a sarcastic way

2. what can make you happy?
smarty pants lame jokes

3. do you wish you were happier?
who doesn't?

4. what about being with your friends, does that make u happy?
thats why they are friends

1. have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?
probably

2. did you ever love a person, and tell him/her that you love him/her?
not really...i hate that about me

3.have you loved someone so much, it made you cry?
yes

4.has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?
duh

HATE SECTION

1. have you ever been on a hate list?
probably...i was a mean girl.

2. have you ever hated any one that broke your heart?
no

3. do you hate bush?
the band: no
the plant: no
the president(s): possibly

SELF-ESTEEM SECTION

1. is your self-esteem extremely low?
i wouldn't say so

2.do you believe in yourself?
yes, but i need to push myself

3.when people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you deny you are?
no

4. are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?
fat

5. ever wanted to kill yourself cuz you thought you weren't good enough?
no

6.are you happy with who you are?
why would you ever be satisfied?

BRAVO

2006-03-11T14:25:24Z

so i guess to follow up Project Runway
Bravo created a new show called: The Real Housewives of Orange County

the show already looks really shitty
all i am saying is that they better get a wife from Coto in that.

meow!

2006-03-07T05:22:46Z

so everyone's heard of friendster.com and myspace.com

BUT

get this....

CATster.com!

http://www.catster.com/?276748 <-------click it!

btw: that precal test raped me (i dropped letter grades)

b-b-b-b-BAMF!

2006-03-05T18:33:16Z

yesterday was seriously BAD ASS MOTHER FUCKER

caution: i look like shit in all of these

it was baby shower time at Marabella Country Club in San Juan
met up with some old g-ball buddies
like jenny, lauren, kathy, ana, prego coacho, yours truly, mili, and camel toe.

we three were pretty bad ass in general

anyway, here's where it starts to get interesting..
so camo and i are just outside the gates to Marabella and this celica totally
side swipes us and we end up spinning like twice!
i know what you are thinking...BAMF!

camo's BMW

what's her names shitty celica

anyway i survuved and waited for like three hours for the cops and stuff like that
then i get to symposium like and hour and a half late
it was pretty sweet
we talked about how "fiscally comfortable" kids like us just want to not be useless
it was great
me and Taylar talked about boobs

so annie, sam, and tay want to leave early
so we go...drive to the middle of nowhere and try to look at the stars on top of annie's car. bad idea.
i guess everyone was going to the middle of nowhere that night
we were scared
and the top of annie's car is still dented..oops
then we went to school and danced to y control
then to SB and danced to tay's african sex tape

the night could basically be summed up in two words: "more boobs"

my new mantra...

2006-03-03T21:39:06Z

just got back from junior retreat

2006-02-25T19:50:23Z

Who Should Paint You: Andy Warhol

You've got an interested edge that would be reflected in any portrait
You don't need any fancy paint techniques to stand out from the crowd!

What Artist Should Paint Your Portrait?

i haven't written in a long time:
junior retreat - funny story
purple - funny story
LA marathon - funny story/ mmm i feel sexy
acid - trippin'
my grades - suprisingly amazing

"death, you are my bitch lover"

weirdest dinner

2006-02-14T02:35:35Z

edamame beans
peach yogurt
artichoke juice
and icecream

good thing i ran today

crazy stuff

2006-02-10T01:45:53Z

soo..i got a summer internship at insound.com

how cool am i now.

so..i guess summer in NYC 2006 is a go.